This memorial website was created to remember our dearest Lord Cerberus aka NOA, who was born in Hawaii on October 8, 1993 and passed away on November 14, 2007. You will live forever in our memories and hearts.

A 14 year old boy died of cancer..
He playerd Monstersgame to forget about his pain and met people that could show him love and support...NOA loved surfing.. and his wish was to get well and surf in the ocean.. he wanted to enjoy life like all other kids.. :( he went through many surgeries.. died and he was brought back.. he was taking a very hard treatment for his cancer.. was so close to get well but the doctor found out that he had also brains tomours.. they said he might live.. for 2 years more.. but.. he got worse and in his final surgery he passed away...he wrote about how important was his pc for him:

To me my family is always there near or far they are always care for each other. For I know that my family will comfort you when you are having a bad day. For they will say dont worry everything will be OK!!" My family can color the sky blue And make the day brighter and new .
My family within the RH will bring you up when you are feeling down and make you laugh when you want to frown. For they shown me how to share a special bond for it is a miracle from above. for this will always leaves a mark embedded deep within my mind and soul.
For my computer means more to me than you could possibly see Its more then just programs. It's more then just bytes . Its more than just the Internet and all the beautiful web sites . Inside my computer there are games but, more importantly are those special friends and their names.
My awesome family for whom I care And with whom I share . I look forward to saying "ALOHA&"for its hard to say "Good-Bye". As I lay in my bed and look at the Screen and wonder how it could be that I care about people I cant even see. For they are all special in their own way and they certainly know how to make my day . My computer helps me to stay near to those on-line family I hold so very dear . Maybe now you all can understand and conceive... Why my computer means so much to ME!!

he also wrote this for his friends.. and for his RH family.

Family and want you mean to me

Aloha to all my New found Family,I wanted to express my feelings to you during this time of healing for me. I also wanted to express my thoughts and Thank you to all of you for everything you have done for me.
For this is my poem to each of you ..
Ive had one of those days you know what I mean so I sit back and relax and turn on my screen. I'll talk to all my friends who know just what to say to make my stresses go and my troubles fade away.
My family is always there for me whenever I feel blue and though we've never met before I know our friendships true. And although we havent been friends for long in this short time it seems we shared so many things already. our hopes, our fears, our dreams.
We come from different walks of life but we share a common bond and its time to say that of all of you I&ve grown so very fond. So, to my new found family thank you for being there whenever Ive needed you. I know you're always there for me and you know I'm there for you.
I never thought that I would find friends so great and family so kind for I look up to all of you in every way. For I learn something new from each of you every day. Without all of you I dont know where Id be but youre still here, my family with me.
For each of you deserve so much more than I can ever give. For each of you have given me more than money can could ever buy. For EACH of you Id give my all and so much more to all of you. This feeling I feel gets stronger every day hoping not to mess it up, I constantly pray. For each one of you are angels from God up above and Im thankful for your understanding love. Because when each of you are around everything seems right. For it doesnt matter what you do or say because each one of you will be my loving family for all time anyway. I know the real you thats down deep inside and in each of you, Ill always will confide.Thanks to each of you for being the family you are for everything in each of you is an inspiration to do great and youll be loved by all cause that's your fate! So, never stop being the real and wonderful people you all are cause God shines through in all that each of you do.
For whenever it seems like Im never there remember this: I'll always care!You all remind me to be myself and not care what others think for I live by that rule. I dont know what I would do without each one of you pulling me through and in the end I owe each one a huge THANK-YOU!

Some memories:

Slavy
I meet this wonderful boy in MG uk5,he was in RH like me.He was my little prince,I loved him so much,he was so lovely and cute...RH clan was for him a family! He told me "Slavy my big brother". Anyway life it's not fair... :( ...Noa was so young to....(I can't pronounce this word :().
My little prince,you will be in my mind and I never forget you !Hugs my little prince!


[{DD}]weaponmaster
He was good player in MG S5 and also a great fighter in real life. 14 years of life is too short, wish I know him better.

Life is not fair for anyone.

RIP
Hope aka Nemesis

...its been two days now.....
First met Noa when a friend of mine and co-leader brought him in our clan in MG S6 and then we were in the same guild in KF S6..loved him from the first moment..How could anyone not love Noa? you could tell from his first words that he was so special!
Always strong and brave despite his problem and pains. With a kind, loving word for everyone and a great sense of humour... and his writing! he had a passion for writing! I used to call him "my lil braveheart" for he sure was the braviest person I know!
I remember one time logging in the MG S6 forum and seeing a post of Noa ...in Greek! I could not believe my own eyes! I was laughing and crying from surprise at the same time..
Now, I keep reading his messages telling me how I should take care of his knight while he was in surgery and still its hard to believe.. I keep remembering our last chat just hours before the surgery talkin about all the things we would do ingame after his return for he loved his brand new knight so much.. and then I got this message from Kaia, his mom :(
My lil braveheart, you were an angel on earth and now you are among angels in paradise where there is no pain and no more surgeries..
thank you for being a part of my life..
thank you for all the moments that we shared
thank you for you always made me feel special
thank you for the honour of considering me ohana..
thank you for teaching me how I should treat life..
till we meet again my little bro...


[I] WAR
the first time a met Noa it was on server 5 uk . I was amazed by his will and his power, and also by the way he was seeing life. he mad me laugh when he was coming from chimo . Amazing kid how i had the honor and privilege to call him a brother. he had a divine sense of poetry in him...
truly an amazing person.
Rest in peace my brother :(


[GR] Ancient
I first actually met him on MG S6, while he was playing with us in [GR] Underworld III. I knew that he had a health problem, but he never talked about it so I didn't know exactly what was it.
Later I introduced him to Knightfight S5 and he joined with me {C} Crack Squad. Soon he was one of our guids' best warriors, that was the time we came closer. I promised him that when S6 on Knightfight opens he would join the guild I was about to open. He really wanted to start a character from the begining and make it stronger than ever.That time came few weeks ago, but unfortunately he didn't have the time to finish what he started. He left us notes with what he wanted us to train in his character while he was away, he said he would be back at the 20th...
I never had problem with the idea of death, after all we all gonna die someday. The sad part is when a child at his age has to suffer so much and die so young without having the chance to live his life like the rest. That's cruel and tragic for his family and his friends. I know he's gone to a better place and I'll wait till the time we meet again someday, then he may accept me in his guild in Paradise.True warriors never die, they live in our memory and in our heart.
Rest in peace little brother.


[(RH)] Crystal
When i met him i falled inlove with him.. i felt he is my little brother.
he joined the Robbers of honour clan and started playing with us.. looking for a warm family that could love, listen to him, support him and help him forget about his illness.. bone cancer..
I gave him all my love trying to make him happy , forget about his pains..&
I had the hope that someday he would swim again in the ocean.. He was fighting for his life.. he was the most brave boy i've ever met.. even with all his pains he was so sweet and showing so much love..
he was taking a very hard chemo therapy .. even died several times and the doctors brought him back..
when he was so close to finish his treatment.. hoping to get well.. the doctors told him that he got some tomours on his brains.. that was a knife in the heart for him.. all his hopes.. were gone.. they told him that he might live only for 2 years..
its really unfair..
then 1 week ago he got worse and he had to go to a surgery that could help him live for those 2 years...
he died last night.
i still cant belive why the fate was so cruel with him..
he suffered more then anyone could imagine..
was like a little brother for me..
i love him with all my heart..
i will post some of his words.
he was a pure hearted child... a very mature and wise person..
he wrote for me:
hugs to you my beautiful sister ... I wanted to write to you before tomorrow for I have a long day of doctors and how knows what else..
I just wanted you to know that you are the truest apple of my eyes for you gave me a sister that is filled with much love in turn you have a little brother who loves you with all of his heart and soul.. Just wanted you to know if at any time if anything should ever happen to me I want you to know that your little brother was made happy by you.. Why you ask for you love me and that is the greatest gift ever to be given to one.. For that is how I love you with all of me you are forever filed in my heart and soul for all time you will always be known as my awesome flower .. You are the bloom that always opens in the morning and brightens my day no matter how bad I may feel you are always my soft petals to hold on too..
Much love and hugs to you ...

[NOX] KillerBLUE
God needs you more than we do. I may not know you, but a 14yrs old boy living just 14yrs of life is really unfair. You may not be around anymore, but to your family and friends, your memories will always be with them. May you rest in peace.

candles lit for him:

Elrick Von Ashram
May your spirit sing and rejoice in the heavens.Rest in peace NOA

11/21/2007
[HC] Night Stalker
You have fought it valiantly til the end...now its time to have peace in you heart.You will be missed!-
[SWAT]Vag sat

11/20/2007
Bytekeeper
You're in our thoughts Please know how much you are loved and how deeply your loss is felt by all.

11/19/2007
Kaia Noa's Mother
Aloha to all,I wanted to thank you all for loving my son my jewel for he too loved each one of you with all of his heart.

11/19/2007
Six Ft Ditch from the great RH
I pray the pain cease...God bless your soul brother...

11/18/2007
[SoK] Valnir The Reaper
A tragedy and a loss, not only to those that knew him, but also to all those that never got the chance to.. Rest in peace friend

11/17/2007
Flourman
It's always sad to see good people leave this world.And Noa was one of the kindest i've met in my life.Farewell my friend.

11/17/2007
Renegadehunter{CS}
May you rest in peace brave one.

11/17/2007
[LSD] LL Cool J
We Never Met But I'm Sure You Were A Awesome Person. Rest In Peace Pal.

11/17/2007
[{DD}] Branwen
I hope you have found peace on the other side.

11/17/2007
King
I miss you so much lil brother,each day passes feels emptier than the first.My prayers go out to your family.Rest in peace Noa xo

11/17/2007
[{DD}]weaponmaster
Farewell warrior. It is a great loss for a young soul. RIP.

11/16/2007
[{DD}] .
Aloha ...
11/16/2007
headachemachine
Rest in peace brother

11/16/2007
Daniel
It is very tragic that the life of a boy so young overed:(! He seemed a nice boy! Im very sorry for him:((

11/16/2007
{TAX} Speedracers
My deepest condolences to all those who held him dear in their hearts.

11/16/2007
LouLou-ness
I miss you dearly my little brother. May you rest in peace...you will certainly never be forgotten. Hugs and kisses xoxox

11/16/2007
[{DD}] pillowpie
We never talked, but we have our hands touched.. spre ad those wings and rest in peace, Noa..

11/16/2007
memnon
It is so tragic to see the loss of one so young.my thoughts and prayers go to your family and friends.rest in peace

11/16/2007
JaMaica / [(RH)] JaMaica
Rest in Peace lil` bro... Your soul is in a better place and in our hearts now... Farewell brave warrior!

11/16/2007
[(RH)] Crystal
I miss you so much... if only i had a power i would have never let you go :(( :(

11/16/2007
Buks
So sad :( , lose young people from this live. Rest in peace lil boy.

11/16/2007
[tc] taymos
Im saddened by this.rest in piece little buddy

11/15/2007
[NOX] -Caine-
Rest in peace little brother. You will be missed. May angels sing to you in heaven.

11/15/2007
Meow Meow/ [NOX] Lord
Rest in peace ... my dear friend !! Missing your hugs and kisses lots :( .. You will always remain in our hearts....

11/15/2007
LadyKnight
Hugs and Kisses i will always treasure u littler brother. Rest in Peace

11/15/2007
{KDW} Vayash
Rest well, there are no more worries to trouble you. Be at peace now.

11/15/2007
Jassaien [KoA]
For whom the Gods favor, die young. May you rest in peace and free from pain. A warrior never dies...he just fades away.

11/15/2007
[war] princess rapture
God bless, your in a better place. young knight,your fighting will be remembered forever, and ever

11/15/2007
IxI Chromis IxI
Farewell young knight. May your future hold a time of peace.

11/15/2007
[A] Lord Death Striker
Only the best die young!! rest in peace!!!

11/15/2007
Raves
Rest in peace, young man!

11/15/2007
Padrino
Rest in Peace Young man...

11/15/2007
EveningStar/[RH] THEBEAUTY
Noa, for now i will see you in every sunbeam, hear you in each wave & feel you in the wind my little brother....

11/15/2007
[(RH)] Grandel
Not only a true warrior but a true friend. I will hold the memories of our chats forever in my mind. Goodbye my friend!

11/15/2007
Nemesis
Rest in peace my little braveheart..you will always have your place in my heart

11/15/2007
Andrei aka JoaoSatan
Friends never die, the live among us, giving us chance and HOPE. goodbye little bro.

11/15/2007
[GR] Ancient
True warriors never die, they live in our memory and in our hearts. Rest in peace brother.

11/15/2007
[I] WAR
I will miss you my friend, my brother forever :( watch over us from where you are....

11/15/2007
[RH] Uryu Ishida
Goodbye little brother, you will be missed dearly but we are comforted to know that you are in a much better place now.

11/15/2007
Cabot
To a great person and player, rest in peace little bro.

11/15/2007
[GR] Lady Selene
Goodbye Angel...
.
11/15/2007
[NOX] Oleakos
My deepest condolences to his family and friends! Rest in peace!

11/15/2007
[(RH)] Carmella Chrisanti
I will miss you forever little brother.. i love you good bye

11/15/2007
[(RH)] Sesshomaru
Good bye little bro.You will always live forever in our hearts.I will pray that GOD will grant your wishes to come true now.Peace!

11/15/2007
[NOX] slyclaw
I still can't believe...Extendi ng deep and heartfelt sympathy to you and your family... rest in peace friend...

11/15/2007
[NOX] KillerBLUE
You are no longer feeling any pain now. God has took away your pain and you. Rest in peace.. :-(

11/15/2007
[NOX] Samael
It is very hard to see a friend leaving....Cer, i will always miss your hugs and kisses :(

11/15/2007
Loki
My thouts are with your friends and familly , dear sweet little boy may you rest in peace...

11/15/2007
[NOX] NaughtyGal
I am very very sad.... Cer, no doubt I did not know you in real life but I truly will miss you esp. all the hugs and kisses.

11/15/2007
[(RH)] Crystal
Rest in peace my sweet little brother.. :( you are in my heart FOREVER..

11/15/2007
Yiagos
I still wonder. Where r the Saints when you really need them? Rest in Peace


Condoleances:
Angela Till we meet again November 20, 2007

His politeness was such that it stood him apart from the rest. Noa found true solace in the friends he made through the games he played online. My heartfelt condolences go out to all those who knew him. Bytekeeper Apologies November 20, 2007

you may all wonder why i called him "neo". well, from a greek "neos" meaning "new, young, fresh". Bytekeeper Condoleces November 20, 2007

To the Family and friends of Lord Cerberus, my deepest condolences. Like many have said/posted, I, too don't know him personally. I met him in MGUK5, we have fought each other several times, we exchanged conversation, problems and frustrations. He did told me regarding his situation and of his illness. His openness is what I really admired him most for not all can open a situation like he did.

"You're in our thoughts! Please know how much you are loved and how deeply your loss is felt by all."


And to the Family of Neo:
"Extending deepest sympathy
For you in your loss.
And hoping, too,
That comfort and peace
May come to you." November 20, 2007
Sapphire an angel November 19, 2007

My heartfelt condolence to those who knew Noa.
In his passing, he moved on to a better place.
He is blessed because he knew you loved him and he loves you too.
In his passing, we're hurting but we should celebrate his life.

[SoK] Valnir The Reaper It is with a heavy heart.. November 18, 2007


That I have to say that I never got to know Noa myself. From what I have been told you were trully a remarkable person. You took in strangers and treated them as family. If only more people were like you, there wouldn't be any point in heaven, cause we would already have had it here on earth.



I'd also want to send my deepest condolences to the family, niether I or anyone else can understand the pain of having him taken from you like this. I only hope that in time you will be able to put the greef behind and smile when you think of what a great person Noa was. Rest assured, he feels no more pain where he is now and I am sure that he is watching over you from above.



Rest in peace Noa..

I salute you[HC] Shoelace my condolences November 17, 2007


I dont know him.. but what I've red about Noa,he was a brave and intelligent young man.. youre an angel!



Rest In Peace.......King my lil brother November 17, 2007

I miss you so much Noa. My sorrow goes so deep each day that passes. To your family, my deepest sympathies. Your son was an amazing beautiful person...I loved him so much....he inspired us all to be better, and he will be sorely missed. Thank you for raising such a wonderful person. I offer you strength and comfort in this sad time. Rest in peace Noa....gone but never forgotten

Bigwhammie and kronis of chaos Untill we meet again my friend. November 16, 2007

We are deeply sadden by your loss. We have posted and chatted from time to time with him. He was fun guy and will cherish him in our hearts. We would like to send our condolences to family and all others associated with him.


For all concerned will be in our prayers for your loss.


TINGLER Sadly Missed November 16, 2007
I too did not know him on a personal level,it is such a wsste when one so young is taken from the world before his time.

My condolances and prayers to family and friends.

You will be missed by all you touched in life.

Happy hunting in the eternal playground.

Watchdog Rest in Peace November 16, 2007


I did not know him personally, but as a forum admin of the Knight Fight UK and US official forum I feel the loss for the community and, more importantly, as a human being I deeply feel the loss of a young soul, with all the perspectives of life open before him. Such a strong fighter with a disease so terrible, almost none of us can imagine, just deserved to win!



My deepest condolences to all those who held him dear in their hearts.



Let us hope he went to a better place than the valley of tears this world is...[{DD}] pillowpie fly, Noa November 16, 2007


my deepest sympathy to Noa's family and friends..

i never talked to him, but we met through the game.

he made me cry with his words and poems, and i know now that he's a strong person.

he's been lifted from his misery, and i'm glad he have a great family and friends that care for him and love him dearly.



rest in peace and spread your wings, Noa..[tc] taymos condolences November 16, 2007

i am saddened that i never had the priviledge to meet this strong willed kid,i heard a lot about this kid and i am truly truly sad on what had happened.i wished that i had some chance that i could have met this kid,but im sad to say that the only time i got to talk is when im only writing this condolences .he is in a better place,no more sufferings,no more sadness.rest in piece..... Jassaien [KoA] With Deepest Sympathy November 15, 2007
[WAR] princess rapture im so sorry November 15, 2007

i wanna say that i didnt know him, and i wish i did. i heard about him and i was heart broken i couldnt believe that it was true. im so sorry i cant believe that this has happened, god bless to your family, r.i.p Noa, we will never forget you [NOX] Padrino Good-Bye November 15, 2007


I would like to send my condolences to the family.

It must be very difficult to lose someone in that age...I hope u will find the strenght to carry on.



A new star will glow in the sky...

%u2020 Forever Young %u2020



Rest in peace...



(very beautiful song in the background)

LadyKnight Family November 15, 2007

Lord saw the big picture, he knew what friendship meant and how dear one should hold this. He was truely a very special person and his poems amazing. We are blessed to have been a part of his life even if for just a short time. He will always be remembered and carried in my heart. Personater November 15, 2007


This is the kind of thing that shouldn't happen to any of us. Especially to people as young as him, this isn't something that's at all good. It's overwhelmingly sad to see things like this happen...



I wish for sincere condolences and strength for both his family and communities that he was part of from the bottom of my heart.Nemesis .... November 15, 2007


words are not enough and cannot describe the sorrow inside..



we are ohana my litle bro...thank you for that ...thank you for being a part of my life



my deepest condolences to Kaia and family..

May god give you strength inside to deal with this loss

[I] WAR Goodbye November 15, 2007

see bro, you made me cry , you little angel. you promised that we will surf together .. come back kid come and be with us forever.. i will miss you so much.

forever you`re friend Vlad

NoQuarterX Peace be with you November 15, 2007


On behalf of the entire Monster's Game staff; Clearwitch, Aluka, Joanne, Tommelchen, Bytekeeper, Eliza Gildisha, EX0DUS, Mr. Amazing, Razgriz, ReynKhuprus, Snake Eyes, sodoff, st0rm, TINGLER, WW Zulu, and myself the most heartfelt condolances to the family and clan mates of Noa Lord Cerberus...



May your manhunts be ever fruitful, and your Ancestoral Challenges be victorious.[(RH)] Gennosuke condolences November 15, 2007

Im not good at this things but i know what his family is going through i lost my young brother when i was a kid ...i just wanna say Im sorry but im sure you will look down to your family and watch over them in bad times

Bye Noah [S7] Sephiroth good bye noa November 15, 2007

im so sorry that young people like noa passes away.i didnt know him but i can only express my sorow and my depest sympathy for his family.noa is in a better place now.rest in peace... Vandalize Rest in Peace... November 15, 2007

I really don't know him... but for what I have read.. he was a good person... Rest in Peace Noa.. [(RH)] Carmella Chrisanti my condolences November 15, 2007

I would like to send my condolences to the family. Noa was a funny and caring child. I will definitely miss talking to him . I can only imagine what life would have been like if I would have had the pleasure to meet Noa in person...but I thank God that I had the joy of knowing him for the time that I did. May God bless you and everyday the sun shines think of Noa and his awesome character! [NOX] slyClaw Rest in Peace.. Friend November 15, 2007

Extending deep and heartfelt sympathy to your family and friends...

How can God get so cruel sometimes??? :(
You were a brave person and will always be remembered...

Rest in peace friend....

[NOX] slyClaw [NOX] Lord Peace Heartfelt Condolences November 15, 2007


Gone from our lives one so dear, but in our hearts forever near.


Always remembered by loved one.